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Somehow in a state of confusion.

Finally, thank goodness! The time has come for me to update this blog of mine! Haha! Well, what is it that I wanna share now with you guys? Pretty much, about my life. Probably. Well, a lot of people were asking me how am I doing these days. Most of them find me so busy at work. They do sometimes give comments on my Facebook statuses, why am I always at work, do I still find time for myself, yadda, yadda, yadda. But what is it that's really going on with me now? (sigh) Do I now consider myself workaholic and forgot much about things already, my family, my cousins, my friends, almost everyone. It's not about money, well of course, I think most of us are driven by money. Don't you agree with me? Haha.

Well, what I'm actually thinking of right now are my plans. But how effective am I really when it comes to so called "plans"? And for how many times do I come up with plans? Was I able to accomplish it? Do most of us meet our expectations in life? Not really. Well, I couldn't agree more! For we are not perfect. I have a lot of things in mind and I'm somehow confused, but where should I go first? Which road should I take first? You know, questions like that are really bugging me these days. I know most of us have their year to year resolutions. But are we all sure that we are able to meet all of it? How sad. Should I say that I'm on a state of confusion right now? Am I somewhere in the middle of nowhere? I really don't know now. (sigh) Well, as this blog goes along, I think I figured it out already. The reason why I'm feeling this way is because I became too much focused on my work. It's been like, work, work, work, everyday. I'm actually happy with it! With my ever supportive team leader, she's always there to encourage and motivate me at times when I needed it the most and the best thing was, she was able to bring out the best in me, which really shows in my performance for the last 3 months. I'm actually up for the next level, which I'm really thankful about. With those nights of prayer, I always realized how grateful I am to have Christ in my life. Ugh. I can't imagine how my life would become without Him. He is always there for me whenever I'm down, whenever I feel bad. (Am I being too melodramatic already?.. Haha! I think I am.) But dang, how am I able to overcome these things? HELP!

Okay, so where should I go next? Oh please.. I really have to work this out. I know that I'm never like this. With so many things in mind, I know for the fact that my God is always bigger in every situation I may have. Whatever the troubles, the doubts, the confusions, I know He is always there after me. I may not be able to know it by now, by I am really looking forward for all my plans to take place and succeed. I am just so frustrated with the kind of life that I've had with these past 3 mos. I've been so much focused on things that would let me get out of my real life. Someone actually blurted out, "Hey! Have a life!" which really makes sense. Isn't it? (sigh)

Now, whatever it is that I've talked about with this blog is just plain and simple. I've been missing a lot of things in my life. What I have to do now is to just stick to my plans and learn how to balance everything. That's it. That's all what I have to do. And pursue whatever it is that I want to. Whew! Finally, I vented this out through this blog of mine. Thanks my dear readers for dropping by. If u have any advise, feel free to leave comments. I would really appreciate that. Again, thanks for your time. Gotta go!
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